I don't think I will ever understand why some feel obliged to take advantage of others. Just like I will never understand how bullies can justify what they do. Or why some choose to follow someone obviously not in their right minds. Or why some folks feel the need to be manipulative and controlling. There's a lot of things I just don't understand, but then, maybe to quote my Mom, I should just 'count my blessings', because in order to truly understand the act, I would need to be capable of the act.
The other night, I received my first official poison pen letter. When the first line reads, "you are a g*d damn Mother f*cking c*nt Jew loving whore" you can be pretty sure it isn't a left handed compliment. The email continued in the same complimentary way being pretty much a thinly veiled threat against me- and the radio station. The jerk didn't even sign it and used another email. But a quick check of the ISP told me who it was. Of course my knee-jerk reaction is to retaliate. Then I realized that is what this bozo wanted. So I clicked delete instead, because what would I be retaliating against, really? Someone expressing a rather sad opinion because they said 'jump' and I said no? This person obviously doesn't even know me very well...first I can't be a m-fer because I am not a lesbian nor into incest. C*nt...well I do have one... "Jew lover'' I will plead guilty to. I love Jesus and He was born a Jew, and while I do not know many Jews, those I do know have never been anything but nice to me. So basically all that email boiled down to was a collection of perverse grammar and awful syntax. A rather sad attempt at character assassination, in an attempt to gain manipulation and control - of what exactly I'm not sure. All I know is it showed me that this person is a rather sad pathetic individual, who really needs professional help.
As my one friend would say, "well there's some more drama you don't need." In this case, I would have to agree. Life comes with its own built in drama without me looking for more, Lord knows. I think my best retaliation against this 'assassin' is to do what I have always done, be the best dj I know how to be, and to continue offering my hand in friendship to all peoples.
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